it seems like this year will be very tough... lost some friends along the way... but the way it looks, its better to shed the cancerous cells at an early stage rather than a later stage... even though friends are harder to come by these days... but i think you cannot compromise the standard which you hold your friends at...
its such a shame... and i'm very sad i had to resort to this... but integrity is very important, especially for friends... i may be holding you to an unfair standard... but for the longest time i held you up at a very high standard... it is so sad that are thing end this way... and maybe one day we can be good friends again... but right now, whether this is either being more careful about my friends or punishment to myself for being so senile and expending the amount of emotion on you... i dont think i can even carry a proper conversation with you, not even a casual one
if it turns out that we wont be able to becomes friends again... then i guess its really a shame...
tough year ahead... already a tough start...
wish me luck
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