5 centimeter per second...

i just watched an anime called "5 centimeter per second", great anime, very touching and true to the heart... love the song at the end!

I'm always searching for you, always searching for your figure.
At the opposite train platform, or through a window into a back alley.
Though there's no way you could be here.
If wishes do come true, I want to be at your side.
There's nothing I can't do.
I'd give up everything to embrace you.
If I'm just diverting my sadness, anyone will do.
On this night where it seems the stars will fall from the sky, I want to be truthful to myself.
One more time, don't fade away, seasons.
One more time, I want that time when we fooled around together.
I'm always searching for you, always searching for your figure.
At the intersection, or in my dreams.
Though there's no way you could be here.
If miracles do occur, I want to show you now the new dawn, how I'll be from now on, and the words of love I could never tell you.
The memories of summer revolve around me and your throbbing heartbeat that suddenly vanished.
I'm always searching for you, always searching for your figure.
In the city at dawn, or in Sakuragi-cho.
Though there's no way you could be here.
If wishes do come true, I want to be at your side.
There's nothing I can't do.
I'd give up everything to embrace you.
I'm always searching for you, always searching for even a fragment of you.
At the store I'm going to, or in the corner of a newspaper.
Though there's no way you could be here.
If miracles do occur, I want to show you now the new dawn, how I'll be from now on, and the words of love I could never tell you.
I'll always end up looking somewhere for your smile.
While waiting for the express train, or at the railroad crossing.
Though there's no way you could be here.
If I could live life over again, I would go to your side every time.
For I want nothing more precious than you.

for me to realize what i need and want to do, i will definitely need to move... faster than 5 centimeter per second...

building blocks..

recently just signed up for a volunteer event voluntarily... also been forced to volunteer at other events... but the point is stuff my schedule with lotsa stuff!! hoping to enjoy life more than studying...

man i wanna organize a road trip or something, heck long wkend to the states :D and i wanna try that KFC double D!! too bad its not available in canada.... =(

theres more to life than studying... or so i'd like to think :P

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i can barely believe it myself, i deleted your photos from my phone, deleted your contact, deleted our text message history, blocked you on facebook...

i need a new start... need strength to continue... this is a tough road...