as i mentioned in my previous blog... i have a goal and i have a plan (sorta) to achieve that goal... but along the way... i'm using my time now to hopefully buy time in the future... does that make sense? is it worth it to trade my "time" now for "time" in the future?
i don't know... i'm hoping this pays off in the future... because right now it seems as though the price i'm paying is pretty high...
I'm wishing someone can give me some insight of any kind... its tough to go without knowing...
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
trend analysis / coming and going
sigh... maybe i've been studying too much... even my blog entry title seems like its my study material...
to accomplish a goal, you need to set a goal, then have a plan in place to achieve that goal, then be discipline enough to stick with that goal.
i think i've got the first and second steps down... but sometimes sticking with the third step can be a little bit tedious...
my goal is to have 2 properties in 2 years, plan is focus on my savings... but sometimes there are things that can side track me... sigh... maybe its just some things that you want naturally... but to be discipline, that will not be possible... what should i do?
for any male, in their early-mid 20s... its only natural to want to date right? sigh... too bad my plan probably won't allow me to sidetrack from my focus till 2 years down the road... so what do I do??
but having said that... there isnt anyone whos given me the motivation to deviate from my plan... so i guess things will come when they are ready...
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it seems as though its only true that people come and people go... thats just the way things are... nothing is forever... whatever the reason was, timing, feelings or our differences, just didn't allow us to happen the way it could have... which was sad in some ways... but like i've said in my post above, things will come when they are ready... and maybe thats the way it was meant to be...
it happened after the visit to switzerland... after that it seems like everything changed... our emotions almost forced something that shouldnt happen... to happen...
after that... here we are... like rocks in a river... drifting slowly away from each other day by day without noticing it, when we notice, it doesnt even feel that far anymore because it happened slowly day by day...
after that dinner at the korean restaurant, it was only then i realized how impossible we were... its like when there is a book that you really want to read, but then you watched the movie for the book, even knowing that there is probably tons of details left out of the movie from the book, you just don't want to go read the book after the movie anymore....its lost its "pop". another one of my weird analogies....
so i'm not sure if i lied or not... in a way you are a really great friend... but i dont know if you're my best friend, having said that i do not know how my life would have been without you, because you are such a big part of it... or maybe its just the fact that i don't believe in best friends... i don't know...
i appreciate you... and i hope you appreciate me too...
people come, people go, just their memories stay...
to accomplish a goal, you need to set a goal, then have a plan in place to achieve that goal, then be discipline enough to stick with that goal.
i think i've got the first and second steps down... but sometimes sticking with the third step can be a little bit tedious...
my goal is to have 2 properties in 2 years, plan is focus on my savings... but sometimes there are things that can side track me... sigh... maybe its just some things that you want naturally... but to be discipline, that will not be possible... what should i do?
for any male, in their early-mid 20s... its only natural to want to date right? sigh... too bad my plan probably won't allow me to sidetrack from my focus till 2 years down the road... so what do I do??
but having said that... there isnt anyone whos given me the motivation to deviate from my plan... so i guess things will come when they are ready...
__________________________________________________________________
it seems as though its only true that people come and people go... thats just the way things are... nothing is forever... whatever the reason was, timing, feelings or our differences, just didn't allow us to happen the way it could have... which was sad in some ways... but like i've said in my post above, things will come when they are ready... and maybe thats the way it was meant to be...
it happened after the visit to switzerland... after that it seems like everything changed... our emotions almost forced something that shouldnt happen... to happen...
after that... here we are... like rocks in a river... drifting slowly away from each other day by day without noticing it, when we notice, it doesnt even feel that far anymore because it happened slowly day by day...
after that dinner at the korean restaurant, it was only then i realized how impossible we were... its like when there is a book that you really want to read, but then you watched the movie for the book, even knowing that there is probably tons of details left out of the movie from the book, you just don't want to go read the book after the movie anymore....its lost its "pop". another one of my weird analogies....
so i'm not sure if i lied or not... in a way you are a really great friend... but i dont know if you're my best friend, having said that i do not know how my life would have been without you, because you are such a big part of it... or maybe its just the fact that i don't believe in best friends... i don't know...
i appreciate you... and i hope you appreciate me too...
people come, people go, just their memories stay...
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